I FEEL LIKE I JUST STARTED MY LIFE

July 31, 2014

Today I woke up like any other day and walked into the bathroom. My eyes were a little glossed over still from sleeping but I quickly glanced at myself as I walked passed our closet mirrors (3). I thought to myself as I walked into the bathroom, "No". After I came back out I stopped, rubbed my eyes to be sure and saw something that I haven't seen in a long time, 
A SHRINKING TUMMY!!!!!

I just about cried. These past 3 weeks I have worked the hardest I have ever work and it is paying off. My clothes fit looser, body parts are slimming and toning up and I feel amazing. I think I have finally found what works. I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch but I think this is a game changer. I hate the scale but for me I have to check in on it weekly to check on my water weight because I retain so much water and it's something that a holistic Dr. told me to do so I can keep an eye on it since I can't take diuretics.

It is building up my confidence in myself and I am starting to learn how to love myself. I never wanted to love my exterior because it doesn't match the person inside. And it has been so frustrating and has caused a lot of heartache. I have felt like for the longest time if I allowed myself to love my exterior that it meant that I was okay with how I looked and it would stick. I know that that sounds funny but that is the honest to goodness truth. I never ever wanted this body and when I hear people you have to love yourself and the skin you are in. I would laugh and think they were crazy for saying that. How could I possibly love the skin I am in? How can I be okay with the way I look or feel? 

If you aren't comfortable with the skin you are in you don't have to love it. However you need to learn to love the person that is under the skin, the person inside. I am learning not only to love the person inside of me but now my exterior because of the changes I see and that has made a huge difference. 

Seeing these drastic results these 3 weeks and loosing 10 lbs has been so emotional and such an achievement for me. I have received so much love and support from so many friends, family and people I don't even know and it has been so amazing. I finally feel like I am just starting my life. I am on a path that I have always wished for. I feel like this is a new beginning and the start of something incredible. 

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♥XO{ST}

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